Reblogged from titanic3d
(Source: josiefett)
The first time ever I laid with you
I felt your heart so close to mine
And I knew our joy would fill the Earth
And last til the end of time.
(Source: couplesinlove)
I miss the absolute hell out of you.
I’m not quite what it is lately but I’ve been feeling stuck. I’ve lived in the same town almost my entire life and even though I took the opportunity to move away last year, I still ended up right back here. Now is the time I’ve come to the realization that I need to get away and stay away for awhile. Don’t get me wrong, my parents have done everything they could have possibly done for me and I appreciate them so much. I’ve just hit the point in my life where I need to go and grow as a woman on my own.
To do this, I’m thinking about joining the Air Force ROTC. I’ve never thought very seriously about joining the military but lately, it’s something that has really appealed to me. I don’t have any reason to stay here anymore and the closest place I could go to school is an hour and a half away. I still have a ton of information to find out but it’s definitely an option and a good one at that.
I have a friend who’s my age and who is graduating from college at the end of next year. He came over to my house tonight and we were talking about the future and it hit me square in the face that I’ve been in the same place for too long. I love my friends who are here and who aren’t in the area anymore for school, I’ve just decided it’s time to be on my own and I might as well take this opportunity to do it. So we’ll see.
This is what I’m in the mood for.
